Grandpa

I don't understand!
Nope God, I don't.
Why the frick does it need to be this way?
How does life not make
Sense?
An' God says:
IT's all going to be allright.
It's all going to be okay.
Just rest
Wait
Be
And see.
You will see see see
That I am waiting and trusting.
God, I just have to.
An' Everythings going to be okay.
Even though my Grandpa's gone
Even though I don't understand.
It is only better 'cause I know that he's in heaven.
Even when it hurts the most
God is always there
Here
There.
Everywhere
I'm wanting to RUN away
But Just waiting